to be grateful

My life at this moment is crazy, constant and when I get a moment it is rare. I find myself hoping and wondering for a day when I have some time off to focus on what is in front of me. I keep telling myself to be patient because I know that someday I will get blessed for this long work, business kick in your face schedule. But than I don't know anything different. But I really am so grateful for what I have and I never want to forget that afraid that God will throw me another lesson in life. I love my kids so much, they give me the love that I need to get through each crazy day. The best part about them, is that I see all my flaws and feels I can't do it all, but right now in their young eyes they adore me and think I am doing ok. Which I know one day that will probably change and they will think I can't do anything right. But right now, to them I am pretty cool and they see what I don't see.